5/26/09

Depersonilization disorder

Depersonalization disorder (DPD) is a dissociative disorder in which the sufferer is affected by persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. The symptoms include a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it, feeling as though one is in a movie, feeling as though one is in a dream, feeling a disconnection from one's body; out-of-body experience, a detachment from one's body, environment and difficulty relating oneself to reality.

Occasional moments of depersonalization are normal; persistent or recurrent feelings are not. A diagnosis of a disorder is made when the dissociation is persistent and interferes with the social and occupational functions necessary to everyday living. Most cases of depersonalization disorder are triggered by abuse, trauma, and drug use, although a variety of genetic and environmental factors are implicated. Depersonalization disorder can be conceptualized as a defense mechanism as the core symptoms of the disorder are thought to protect the victim from negative stimuli. Depersonalization disorder is often comorbid with anxiety disorders, panic disorders, clinical depression and/or bipolar disorder.

Although depersonalization disorder is an alteration in the subjective experience of reality, it is by no means related to psychosis as sufferers maintain the ability to distinguish between their own internal experiences and the objective reality of the outside world. Sufferers are able to distinguish between reality and fantasy, during episodic and continuous depersonalization, and do not represent a risk to society since their grasp on reality remains stable at all times.
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5/20/09

for taylor & john xo


















5/19/09

$100 Volunteered

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5/14/09

Rather Than Binary


Untitled from Panopti-Cadre on Vimeo.


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5/11/09

Rush Limbaugh, MS Paint and Picnik

This is my digital Voodoo Doll of Rush Limbaugh

But like a regular voodoo doll, it doesn't really work unless you and the victim equally believe in the power of the doll.

Its a pity, because he should have octupus hair.

I am going to leave work so I can go home now.





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I need to rest, but I need to finish

5/5/09

Shit, I'll take it...

Blistering the bitter-tone, it's almost all rounded and strapped down. But encouraged rhombus peaks charge faster for winter. The pistol in the vase rocks gently to the grease.
Orbits around the rocket, we moon Dionysus, and all we can regurgitate is a god damned apology. Who rips the savvy roomsayer, entombed prayer if honesty is all we got?
This trickling triumph tackles train car doors, a jar if opened and pestle trial got broken into.

More the path, but in the foundation...repeating the deleting clauses.

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